Your Biggest Fool

Snarl at me,

Make sure I am small.

Disgust is key,

I'm the biggest fool of all.

To believe in the good,

To think angels are amoungst men.

Only demons could,

With those as cold as them.

I'm your biggest idiot,

Beliving in angels.

In this thought I rot.

The Sweetest Guy

NEEDS REVISION

When little tulips grow their told think big.

Daring dashing dogs,

Claw tears root,

Petals bruise,

Destroyed by the path of guard.

How oblivious.

A visitor everyday nurtured.

Gave love,

Sweet dripping.

But still the dog came,

The lover small,

Sweet,

All given out,

Died for the tulip.

But a tulip will never see the bee there.

Broken Heart

How do you fix a broken heart?
Booze?
A really good high?
Give me some pineapple express so I can smile.

I'm dying inside,
Nothing can mend it.
You left me to rot.

Five years,
I thought by coincidence everything aligned.
There are many meant for you,
The time just has to be right.

I guess it's still not.
Even though you made me think.
It hurt to be stood up.
Waiting still.

Chromatic

Drifting through sideways,

Never stable,

Never sure where it ends.

Eyes tire at sight of day,

Hearts weigh with every second,

Life is viewed in chromatic grey.

Pressure

What eyes see,

Can’t see what needs to be.

Dripping and tapping on eaves,

You’re not welcome.

Don’t say my name, 

Don’t follow me out.

Leave,

You’re not welcome.

Grabbing and surrounding,

I cannot escape. 

Go to peace,

You’re not welcome.

Strokes

Flesh flickers on surface,

Soft strokes,

Sweet cool and warm tones,

Captured to a tether,

Salt tones envelope.

Burn so sweetly to canvas.

A finished painting.

Dust

There is something so cold in our actions now.

We act like nothing has changed,

But inside I’m dying.

I care far too much far too fast,

And I was never something you thought would last. 

You talk to her more than me now,

We were so close,

I felt safe,

I could tell you anything.

Now I can barely look at you,

She tells you anything.

I was nothing but a fling.

You are everything I’ve ever wanted,

A gentle soul,

Thoughts about the world overflow from your lips,

A really bad kiss.

Sweet touches let me know you care,

When you smile the whole world lights up for you,

I look constantly for a glimpse 

I will wait out storms,

Even if you don't care,

I will be here till the end of this.

Ask me to follow,

I would follow until the Earth was nothing but dust beneath us.

If only you wanted me to.